Tuesday, July 25, 2006
came here blog lo!! 2day in e mornin gt dnt le. make myself so dirty after tt!! oh man.. stupid sia. y tey dun wan put dnt at last period? so tt after sch if nt hungry or wat cn continue to do?! haiyo.. stupid arrangement sia. tey make 1st 2 period, in e end we nt onli dirty ourselves, stil nid rush fer lesson. alamak.. after dnt is physics. kena scoldin frm ms yong cos we were 15 mins late. durin her cls i ate sweet, den she saw. scare mi sia. she cor my name so loudly. bt din ask mi spit out n threw away. phew.. durin maths lesson tok to sj. hmm. finally noe e truth!! bt den i duno leis. i reali reali wish to b lyk last tym wen i was wif sj. all e memories. lyk wat i told alisa. hais.. prom nite, shoppin, k box, etc. all those memories seems to appear weneva i tot of her. dun wan lose such a gd sista. bt den finally 2day gt tok to her le. last tym mi n her in a day tok less den 10 sentence? pathetic rite? yea.. i noe. hais.. bt reali lo, wat she say is rite. muz use heart to c tings ard us. dun let mind control everythin. durin chi lesson i reali fell aslp sia! omg.. tink i was reali tired. physically n mentally. hais.. recently bcos of all e incidents, make mi reali so damn tired. at 1st i was reali xhausted tt i feel lyk givin up n nt givin a damn, bt in e end i din. lucky. dd told mi nv to gif up on frens. yea. i agree. in fact, i treated she's my sista. e mre i cnt gif up. kh aso. her pereserverance in tis sistaship aso make mi e mre nt to gif up. kh ar.. dun fly too fast ar. lols.. 2day mdm tan din come to sch. so we din go fer csp too. went cut my hair. sl say look more lyk small ger ger. oh man. lols.. sh cut spike. i wonder hw she goin tie hair tmr. i saw myself tie hair! oh man! its so ugly norhx! worse thn last tym cn! ugly ugly ugly!! grr.. after tt went dd hus. din reali study. haha.. slack fer awhile thr onli. his ah ma reali luv mi. c mi jiu smile happily. xD dd, dun jealous ar. muahaha.. she asked mi eat dinner, bt tt tym i'm so full~ haha.. cnt eat aso. some more my mum gt cook dinner. hohoho.. went home ard 6pm cos dun wan go home too late. my private bk dd gt to read it again! oh man.. i was reali damn paisay cn! last tym he cn read cos nth much. bt nw gt lo. cos i wrote abt may incident. reali paisay lo. haha.. he say i fierce aso. bt tt tym i duno wat's got into mi aso. ki siao liao i tink. haiyo.. reali paisay nahx!! bt nw i haf total trust in him liao le. keke.. i duno y last tym in may my confidence was so low. mayb tt's startin of r/s? cos last tym wen mi n dt, i aso lyk tt. in fact, even earlier lo. wen mi n dt ard 4th mth i tink. bt nw de mi, i trust dd totally le. haha.. i duno wat have mi e faith n confidence, bt i'm sure he's e 1 n true guy fer mi. keke.. even though i everytym say he luv sweet tok to mi, i noe it meant frm e bottom of his heart nahx. juz tt wen he say, u noe ppl wil paisay? den wil say he sweet tok. keke.. i noe he reali meant it la. i blief wat he said. =) no matter wat happens, gd or bad, i noe he wil always b beside mi supportin mi. hehe..
rite nw,
to mi, i tink real sistas,
or mayb, frens,
i onli reali nid few of tem.
cos since e rest dun reali care,
n dun gif a damn,
i dun find e nid to act thr sistaship in us.
bt i noe we remain as frens always.
foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Tuesday, July 25, 2006;
